trait - a distinguishing feature of your personal nature

recalcitrance, recalcitrancy, refractoriness, unmanageableness - the trait of being unmanageable

wildness - a state of nature

defiance, rebelliousness - intentionally contemptuous behavior or attitude

fractiousness, unruliness, wilfulness, willfulness - the trait of being prone to disobedience and lack of discipline

balkiness - likely to stop abruptly and unexpectedly

mulishness, obstinacy, obstinance, stubbornness - the trait of being difficult to handle or overcome

disobedience - the trait of being unwilling to obey