bitterness, rancor, rancour, resentment, gall - a feeling of deep and bitter anger and ill-will

covetousness - an envious eagerness to possess something

green-eyed monster, jealousy - a feeling of jealous envy (especially of a rival)

penis envy - (psychoanalysis) a female's presumed envy of the male's penis; said to explain femininity

deadly sin, mortal sin - an unpardonable sin entailing a total loss of grace; theologians list 7 mortal sins

admire, look up to - feel admiration for

desire, want - feel or have a desire for; want strongly; "I want to go home now"; "I want my own room"

covet - wish, long, or crave for (something, especially the property of another person); "She covets her sister's house"